http://www.aquareflections.com just a place of my own Mon, 03 Aug 2009 16:06:38 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en not much of  a blog as more a memorial. today is the day that started forever. all thanks to one simple message on face book   hey stranger Between Chris Schmidt and You  Chris Murphy July 31 at 6:21pm don't be mad, but i lost my cell phone in mexico...long story, lol. but as soon as ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=46 the darkness is your savior the shadows hide the tears and voices once familiar seem to fade throughout the years the  bottles nearly empty and your eyes are almost dry yet life is never peaceful, no matter how you try when you take away the danger and you take away the thrill you find there's only one way ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=44 This is life. Life is painful. it just is. theres no way to fix that. the sky is blue, birds fly, fish swim, and life is painful. it is empty, hollow, and lonely. this is not up for argument, simply fact. we are lost in the size of its entirety and ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=42 The title is oxymoronic, i know. (also i might have just invented an adjective, sweet!)  To remember something we have forgotten suggests that we have not forgotten it at all. Something lost is only truly lost as long as it is never found again, obviously. But what if we misplace ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=36 today, im a writer. tomorrow, I may wake up and realize im a firefighter or a pilot, but today, im a writer. look out pulitzer, theres a new sheriff in town, and he's coming for you. I've literally been devouring books lately. its part of my new diet. coffee, cigarettes, ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=34 its raining again. its always raining anymore. that's october for you. its always amused me that if you asked someone to paint a picture of halloween, the trees are bare. eerie spooky looming behemoths, with branches out stretched reaching to pull you in. if you asked someone to draw the ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=32 where does the weekend go? honestly, you blink and they're gone. before you know it we're back at work behind the register, wiping down the same counter you do everyday. if you're not careful, you end up in autopilot, without so much as a thought to what you're doing. but how ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=30 i hate beginnings. I never know how to start anything, including journal entries. so i wont have one. That takes care of that problem. Ironically, it took me 7 different beginnings to come up with this one. Efficient, i am not. I'm kind of feeling the urge to let my fingers ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=26 Right turn, pacmen only. (if you're curious, the other sticker says "Team Baby Eater" upside down. Please stay to the left) Not sure what they don't have "enuff" of, but this is something we can all relate to. He looked so lonely and its one of my favorite places to just sit and ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=20 Hopefully the first of many photos to be posted here. Dont expect great quality, its coming off a 2.0 megapixel htc Shadow. Maybe if i get a better grasp on paintshop i'll learn to make them emo and sad like other peoples photo blogs. (yes i dont use photoshop, ... http://www.aquareflections.com/?p=14